Monday, December 31, 2007

Looking back onto my memories

was kinda...scaning through my archives ^^
cant stop laughing at the pics i took :D
n the pics i secretly took in class...n people XD

Now is already new year eve eh...
to think of it...i think this is the best year out of the
3 years im in GAN ENG SENG SCHOOL
hahas....though there are ups n downs...
but its quite fun overall..though my results aint tat good :X

changing song again ^^
back to Face Down
this song is delicate to *** hahas
maybe im right maybe i was wrong...
just let it be this way ^^

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Face Down

one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

Cover up with makeup in the mirror
tell yourself, it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever, you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say you're right again,
say you're right again
heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Face down in the dirt, she said,
"This doesn't hurt", she said,
"I finally had enough."
[x2]

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
it's coming round again.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
[x2]

Face down in the dirt, she said,
"This doesn't hurt", she said,
"I finally had enough."

I Feel tat i have no sense of directions now...

i feel so hopeless when im with her...

i wanna scream out my lungs


Sunday, December 30, 2007

COUNTDOWN TOMORROW!

wnt to buy uniform today ^^
with the accompany of ray :D
wondered around shaw centre then found the
stupid bibi baba.....lots of people though...all kinds of school
after buying liao then wnt toilet try...
one of the stupid pants.....got button...no hole...
luckily check there..or else...must go all the way back..ZZZ
after tat wnt ntuc buy bbq stuff....
then some clumsy girl fall down...wa luo...
scare people...always =.=
make people worry also...
slack around....then sent her home...
bought 5 E fer tomolo....
hope everything is alright...
everything goes smoothly...
hope it dont rain...
hope people dun back ou last min...
better PRAY TONITE!
i relly hope tomorrow will go smoothly....=/
tats all tonite...gonna post the malasia trip pics soon
but not now....no time now adays.....busyyyyy

Saturday, December 29, 2007

BACK FROM MALAYSIA!!!!

Finally back from malaysia @_@
TIRED~TIRED~TIRED
wanna hug my bed tight XD
tomolo have lots of event eh?....
morning help mom wash de kindergarden...
afternoon......evening work....
gonna faint.

btw....31 december me organising
BBQ+countdown...
at my place.....anyone interested please tell me...

ullgetsickofhearingsorrysoon

uploading pics on sunday i think...


Friday, December 28, 2007

Last nite im gonna stay in malaysia

Wnt fer korean BBQ this afternoon
...not bad lar the food..but ZZZ dun like...
in de afternoon wnt shopping again...this time got
buy stuff...clothes + stuffs fer friend....
bought a new chain also ^^
Slack around...then wnt to resturant makan crabs...
after tat...like santa...give out present liao then zhao...

TONs of pics to upload...WHEN
i get back to singapore...must change skin also....
stupid sidebar...cannot view in IE old version...ZZZ




LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
name: CA
birthdate: 26061992
current status: booked?
eye colour: Black
hair colour: Black+brown :X
lefty or righty: O_o?

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
your heritage: malaysia singapore
your fears: Ghost?
your weakness: o_o i think john knows tat XD
our perfect pizza: with cheese can liao

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
your thoughts when you wake up: "WTF SO EARLY?" [Sleep again]
your bedtime: yesterday-4am today-4am Tomorrow? dunno
your most missed memory: a year ago when i was working...

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK
pepsi or coke: pepsi.
macdonald or burger king: mac
single or group dates: group date
nike or adidas: nike
tea or nestea: ltea
chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
cappucino or coffee: cappucinonononononononono

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU..
smoke: no.
curse: hmmm.Maybe.Might be.Always....often XD
take a shower: O_o duh.
have a crush: currently no...
think you've been in love: ^^
go to school: duh
want to get married: Still a long way....
believe in yourself: seldom...
think you're a health freak: no+no way

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
drink alcohol: E
go to the mall: yea...fer christmas party
been on stage: no...
eaten sushi: yea...
dyed your hair: yea...

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
played a stripping game: underage lehs
change who you are to fit in: no really...

LAYER EIGHT: AGE
you're hoping to get married: ^^
LAYER NINE: IN A GUY/GIRL
best eye colour: black.
best hair colour: black.
short or long hair: short.

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1min ago: typing blog...
1 hour ago: Call Of Duty
4.5 hours ago: Riding my aunt car...
1 month ago: should be working i think...
1 year ago: working...

LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
i love ^^
i feel tired....ITS 3.32AM OMGGGG
i hate myself
i hide myself
i need you.

LAYER TWELVE: TAG FIVE PPLE
can i put the same people? XD

Thursday, December 27, 2007

I Was SERIOUSLY bored...

1. Do the following without complains.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.

*

Favourites
Colours : Black,White
Food: Sweet Sour Pork XD
Songs: Colide,Teardr0ps on my guitar,Down With The Sickness,Your Guardian Angel
Movies: I am legend...haven watch,Alvin and the chipmunks
Sports : Basketball
Day of The Week: Friday...
Seasons: Spring and winter
Ice-cream: Chocolate mint,Chocolate chip

Currents
Mood: Not Awake~~
Taste: Oo....taste of... ^^
Clothes: Long Sleeve Strip
Desktop: Stupid winter pic on my aunt lap XD
Toenail: Short?
Time: 1006
Surroundings: Everything...
Annoyances: The Lagging lap....
Thoughts: Many thoughts! also XD

First
Best Friends: Hmm...do i look like i have 1?
Crush: Personal....
Movie: Im old already...cant remember...
Lie: Veri OLD liao...cannot remember...
Music: A1 i GUESS....

Lasts
Cigarette:PasserBy Smoking...me breathing in...
Drink(Alcohol): The Chendol tat my sis bought with taste of *alcohol* XD
Car Ride: Today:My Aunt "family car" fort...
Phone Call: Joen...manager...i think i accidentally press de :X
CD Played: Chao Legion
Have you ever
Dated Your Best Friend: Im STRAIGHT...
Broken The Law: LAW , like wad? hm....dumping stuff on the floor?
Been Arrested: my dreams...no lah jking XD dun have
Skinny-Dipped: Wads tat =.=
Been On TV: nvr watch...
Kissed Someone You Don't Know: The air...

Things:
5 things you are wearing: Know this for fuk sake?..
4 things you've done today: Staring at the laptop...Checking out blogs...Blogging...Msn...
3 things you can hear right now: Laptop *Engine* sound...loud..door knocking...me sniffing...
1 thing you do when you are bored: Listen Songs


The 5 people :John,Jiemin,Adeline,Derrick,Ray

8th DaY In Malaysia~Srrryy late post ^^

In then evening one of my aunt brought
us to JUSCO!! something like a OG kinda shop..
actually she gave us 100RM vouchers each
but mine...=( the stupid maid go wash my
pants with my 100RM vouchers in it!!! wa luo...
So i didnt buy much lar bought a jacket+black jean
thx to my sis fer paying it fer me ^^
After tat....we
wnt to a music pub at around 10.30 ...i think
didnt drink though =/
saw this Mood Story XD
the name of the drink sounds nice
so i ordered it ^^ taste not bad lehs
Listen songs....kinda sian cox tat guy n a the girl singing
all chinese n dunno wad language de
but there...quite okay lar....can "dian" song fer them to sing also
but i "dian" the song Collide =.= tat guy say nvr heard of it
so rotted there till midnight and zhao....
!!!!
Fake Crumpler Bag!!
Wad north star....bloody shit...

Sis ordered tea~
mint tea XD
Mood Storyyyyy
ps didnt rotate

Menu...


Ill Be There For You
Rain Or Shine
Because I Care!

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

7Th DaY In Malaysia N Also CHRISTMAS!

Wnt to church today...
kinda boring ZZZ
first time though....
sing sing sing.....then hug hug....then talk talk...then drama
then donate =.=
slack around till noon and one of my uncle came to fetch us
to KTV!!!
KTV was kinda high XD
me n my both sis screaming the "since you been gone" song XD
high high high
after tat wnt over to malaysia de secret recipe makan ^^
then wnt *home* slack...
around 12.30 am then my aunt wanted to go out with us
eat supper ^^ tissue prataaaa
like this necklace alot ^^

omg....i just cannot tahan his innocent stares...
O_O KTV expose to outside?
omg....i think no singaporean would do tat

small room...
luckily ours is in room

KUNG FU PANDAAA
reminds me of pamela :X

2 uncle
+
4 Teenage Girls
+
1 Emo boy
=_______

3 sing together....lazy rotate :X

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Monday, December 24, 2007

Click Five-Empty


"Empty"

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I've even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Oh oh
Oh oh
Oooooh
Oh oh
Oh oh

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

We're empty
We're empty

6th DaY In Malaysia also...CHRISTMAS EvE !!!

first of all....
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL PEEPS!!!
haha cant sms cox at malaysia...
heard tat my aunts are celebrating christmas tonite at
this house[one of my aunt] ^^
lot n lots of foooooooddd =/
must go exercise again....ZZZZ
luckily my one of my aunty brought basketball fer mi ^^
now can play every morning liao
so sian at here....


dontkeepmehanging

5th DaY At Genting

Wnt GENTING todayyyyy
the temperature is like DAMN SHIOK!!!
try outdoor roller coaster...-dragon one n the
FIRST roller coaster in malaysia de
then wnt fer lunch n came back KL
tired tired tired~~~~
Im In Heaven

Sunday, December 23, 2007

4th DaY In Malaysia

today wnt to...
hmmm see scenery again? yea...
slacked all day.....wnt shopping at nite ^^
bought nothing though.....wnt to play de
arcade drum thing...kinda dumb though =.=
tats all bb ^^
tomolo going GENTING!!!! :D
wanna try roller coaster!!!!


"Teardrops On My Guitar"

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling
OOoh, if you were here right now,
I swear I'd tell you this
Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you
I wish that I could find the words to say

Friday, December 21, 2007

3rD Day In Malaysia [2]

omggggggggggg so fucking tired now =_=
wad kind of party is tat =.=
more like a kindergarden graduation night with their parents
ZZZZ have tons of pics to upload when im back in SG
bb :D

3rD Day In Malaysia

today is kinda...more on rotting at *home*
lazy wnt out....so came online ^^
Heard tat at nite theres PARTY!!!
tat means...food again...omggg
everyday food rot food rot food sleep
CAN DIE.....cannot liao...MUST go exercise
Heres the CHIPMUCKS vid XDDD





"Animal I Have Become"

I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)

I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times i've lied
(So many times i've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell

(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal)

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal I have become)

3rD Day In Malaysia

OMG....today is the most....
F-u-ck-ed up day in malaysia sia..
wa luo....travel to ipoh fer around 3-4 hrs
then go there DO NOTHING
onli eat lunch n dinner....WTF.....
travel all the way there onli eat...fetch grandma...
then at night 1am then reach back KL.....
BORED day....

So much to say but
somehow...
the words just wont come out...

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

2nD Day In KL

omg....today is....
shopping again...
saw a jacket i wanted to buy....89RM >.<
size...too small >.< then change to large..TOO BIG !@$!$!!@$!
wa luo in the end nvr buy....sian-ed
tomolo going somewhere far eh...to meet my grandma...
after tomolo then go genting fer a day then come back....
SIANZ mom said tat tickets sold out =////
so they bought tickets on 28th =////////////////////////

iwanahugfromu=/

Reached Malaysia!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahax finally reached malaysia eh....
actually at 9 plus already reached liao :P
im so tired-ed-ed-ed-ed-ed-ed-ed ZzZz
but i dun think i can sleep right now though its 1am liaos
T.T no used to sleeping in other peoples house bah.....
Might be going genting on thursday ^^
i wanna try ROLLER COASTER!!!!! nvr sit on 1 before lehs
bb tats all :D

How come.....
I felt weird...

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

BYE SINGAPORE

Gonna leave singapore soon...
gonna miss ya all =[
gonna be back around 25....
guess i have to try enjoying there
gonna be soooooooo bored there ZzZzDownstairs my HDB block
slacking.....tat day....

OMG tats a FAT cat lor

Black one....in a temple O_o

:X

Raining again....

omg.....my breakfast+lunch+dinner
LOL the sauce taste great!
thx to ray fer the meal :P wont suck ur blood :D

Busy Boi...

chatting with b.....:X

yo!

NUS eh....wad a boring place =/

AC again =P

malai hock =D
looks ask if he can wait to piss :X

Gonna miss u :(

Sunday, December 16, 2007

Im Always Yours ^^


No Matter What
Ill Always Be There For You
Dun Cry For Such Matter Again

i'm yours


I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Remember This Day Forever.


Lets Make It Short Today
Ill Remember This Day Forever&Ever

Friday, December 14, 2007

Give You My Hearts


But will u take it?

miss u........

Today.....morning O_o
gavin came over tyo my house to copy
some BB de camp de need to bring de stuff XD
after tat.... JUICED 2..........slackkkk
then both of us cabbed to beach road.....near winston house
to get his stuff....ima good budd rite =P
Oh SHIT i think me n him gonna be on TV fer below pics de show
cox the sorta face de camera up while we were staring at their lame
acts.....O_O like....asking them to draw the tickets 2 times? O_O
turn out tat de xiao mei mei won de PLASMA tv OMG.....lucky kid!
after it ended...we both like....kinda got lost there....so i called winston
to ask fer directions ^^ thxxxxx
took mrt back to tiong n get his other stuff n wnt fer KFC...again =/
Buddy Meal.......ZzZ chickens again....but gotta admit...their chicken taste better
than the ones i cook :P *pei fooo*
wnt over popular.....get markers....blah blah blah...
then wnt fer DAYTONA again ^^ drifting roxxxxxxxxxxxxx
took bus back home....n SLackeddd again....




Random

sorta bo liao?
watching this lame stuff = =

HAHAHAHAX
somebodies gonna kill me :P

KFC...AGAIN =__=

GO TO HELL


Questions in my mind...
tat cannot be answers...
I guess....
as long as i love you..
I give my everything to you,
its alright ^^

Bleeding Love

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

Thursday, December 13, 2007

I Promise ^^

Hppy Birthday Kaizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ^^
today wnt Vivoooo watch ALVIN!!!!!
nice movie^^ they say de bad day is de BEST LOR
Slacked around vivo then wnt over to find hock ken n ray
pool-CS-Dota......cs DAMN fun lor...
like we play half way....rays *friend* called him....
then he sorta distracted....standing still in de base...
i then like.....slowly....creep behind him....then when he moves...
*bang* headshot die XD
dota......hock OWNING again.... n again....n again....
then i play till sian....cheated :P wnt other lane feed :P
but still kana owned by him T_T
must ask somebody*somebody* de BF come play then can own hock =D
Chats at mac...then wnt home....
TIREDD~~~~~medicine effects T_T


Bo liao found this pic :D

JUICED ROX!

Chocolatessss

Some1 trying to do stun eh?
end up dunno how to climb back :P

GVmaX

Sunsettttttttttt

raining while we are watching movie?
no wonder sooo colddddd

OMG.....
UNDERSTAND THIS PIC?

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Light Up Again.... ^^


Wnt tiong yesterday nite
Chats with ray...<3 ShakerFries....
To Ray:aiyo dun think too much
we will definitely keep in contact de
actually rote more than this...
accidentally delated....lazy rite.....
Wnt home after this.....like her...home theres no privacy..
so had to go outside house call....

I try to sleep, yea
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling
OOoh, if you were here right now,
I swear I'd tell you this
Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

<3


Wnt vivo fer golden compass again!
just noticed tat i miss the firsts part ^^
understand more of wad they say lar :D
after tat...wnt above vivo sit....chat...^^....^^
Currently damn TIRED
tomolo flyer job!!!
last day liaos ^^

Cherish Every Moment With You
love ya ^^

:P

Monday, December 10, 2007

Hugs Hugs



Sick...Sick....SICKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wnt to visit poly clinic at outram today
Rain-Rain-Rain-Endlesssss
Wnt queensway...rain but lazy open umbrella
Finish buying liao heart pain....LOL spent soo much
but nvm ^^ fer tomolo =]
Hugssssss ^^