suddenly.

Suddenly I see[Live]

Her face is a map of the world
Is a map of the world
You can see she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
And everything around her is a silver pool of light
The people who surround her feel the benefit of it
It makes you calm
She holds you captivated in her palm

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

I feel like walking the world
Like walking the world
You can hear she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white
Makes you feel warmer when you're trying to remember
What you heard
She likes to leave you hanging on her word

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

And she's taller than most
And she's looking at me
I can see her eyes looking from a page in a magazine
Oh she makes me feel like I could be a tower
A big strong tower
She got the power to be
The power to give
The power to see

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

how selfish can people be??

my life would be better alone.

FUCK BITCHY GIRLS

FUCK LOUSY GUYS

darn i cant stand it any longer!!!!!!!
someone kill me please!

so...to you...you...and you...everything i did was wrong.

you forced me to this...

Foo Fighters - Let It Die

Heart of gold but it lost its pride
Beautiful veins and bloodshot eyes
I've seen your face in another light
Why'd you have to go and let it die?

Why'd you have to go and let it die?
Why'd you have to go and let it die?
In too deep and out of time.
Why'd you have to go and let it die?

A simple man and his blushing bride
Intravenous, intertwined
Hearts gone cold your hands were tied
Why'd you have to go and let die?
Why'd you have to go and let die?
Why'd you have to go and let die?
In too deep and out of time.
Why'd you have to go and let die?

Did you ever think of me?
You're so considerate.
Did you ever think of me?
Oh, so considerate.

In too deep and lost in time
[Let It Die lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

Why'd you have to go and let it die?
Beautiful veins and bloodshot eyes
Why'd you have to go and let it die?
Hearts gone cold and hands were tied.
Why'd you have to go and let it die?

Did you ever think of me?
You're so considerate.
Did you ever think of me?
Oh, so considerate.

In too deep and lost in time
Why'd you have to go and let it die?
Beautiful veins and bloodshot eyes
Why'd you have to go and let it die?
Hearts gone cold and hands were tied.
Why'd you have to go and let it die?

Why'd you have to go and let this die?
Why'd you have to go and let this die?
Why'd you have to go and let this die?
Why'd you have to go and let this die?

Why'd you have to go and let it die?

daily.

john asked me to write about the
DAILY...BORING...USUAL...SCHOOL...day.
so...here goes...
firstly...in the morning...
i caught up with 63 JUST nice...
BUT...the suay thing is...-.-
i forgot to bring my wallet AGAIN.
so...bus ran away...and i was ALMOST late again :D
got into de class lining...
and...anthem...blah blah blah...
first period was chinese.
as boring as hell.
same old fag. =X
did aFEW..FEW...MCQ questions from my
physics assessment book
zzz promised tution teacher that ill finish it by the next fagging lesson
which is...thursday.
after fagging MT lesson was...MATHS.
still as bored as hell.
did de boring GESS past year paper...
booooo complicated but solvable.
practice practice practice...and we still fail... =x
followed up was...CHEm...
tat old fagg too :X
wnt through de chem paper she gave us...
didnt do it though :X
recess next...
played the usual BIG2...
after tat...wnt down for "breakfast"
lols...dunno why everyone was like
so excited about de FREE MILO thingy..
-.- its like they nvr drink before liddat...
once they received the news....
all choinged down.
POA next...
was playing BIG2 with derrick&friends..
when syed came up and tell us to proceed to library..
we ignored him LOL
continue playing..
wnt to library 5mins later.
got a minor" scolding from palan...
did POA paper...
SIANS.
everyday paper paper paper...
why dont they just give us the papers
AND the answers..and let us go home
and DO IT!
waste of time in school.
and then...no study leaves for N level students -.-
stupid school.

have some photos..
but ill post it another day...
LAZY.

P!nk.

I got a brand new attitude
And i'm gonna wear it tonight
I wanna get in trouble
I wanna start a fight

To excel...

i've lost myself.
who i am...
what i am...
where...i am..

Miserable
Guilty
Emo?
Sad..
But?
Still Struggling on.

Disturbed - Inside The Fire

Devin,
Won't go to heaven
She's just another lost soul about to be mine again
Leave her,
We will receive her
It is beyond your control
Will you ever meet again?

Devin,
One of eleven,
Who had been rendered unwhole
As a little child,
She was taken,
And then forsaken,
You will remember it all,
Let if fill your mind again

Devin lies beyond this portal
Take the word of one immortal

Give your soul to me,
For eternity
Release your life,
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me,
There's another way,
Release your life,
Take your place inside the fire with her

Sever,
Now and forever,
You're just another lost soul about to be mine again
See her?
You'll never free her,
You must surrender it all if you'd like to meet again

Fire,
for your desire,
As she begins to turn cold, and for the final time
You will shiver,
'Till you deliver,
You will remember it all
Let it fill your mind again

Devin lies beyond this portal
Take the word of one immortal

Give your soul to me
For eternity,
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me,
There's another way,
Release your life,
Take your place inside the fire with her

Take him away

Give your soul to me
For eternity,
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me,
There's another way,
Release your life,
Take your place inside the fire with her

Devin,
One of eleven,
Who had been rendered unwhole
As a little child
She was taken,
And then forsaken,
You will remember it all
Let it fill your mind again

Growing old is mandatory.Growing up is Optional.

its gonna hurts when it heals too...

Today:
went tiong to replace my ezlink card
ZZZ shiting card
so easily spoiled
wnt griller
ZZZZ freaking broke currently
ate student meal fish & chip
and AGAIN same as that day [ rays birthday]
they freaking forgotten to order mine
ZZZZZZZ wnt home..
got changed
went delta
meet up with hocky
went gym
meet up with ray
wnt tiong
meet up with adeline and kenneth @kfc
wnt donut factory
ray bought donuts for me
wnt bus stop
waited hell long enought before 63 arrived
wnt home
ate donut
onlined.
end of story.
LOL

thanks for lending it to me - -'
gonna save up and buy a sony walkman.

hahahas.
the mp3 allows 2 headphones to be plugged in

was @kfc
hahas.
ate family meal.

one chance. less than 1 month.

Physic paper 1
Physic paper 2
Chem paper 1
Chem paper 2
Elementary Maths paper 1

ZOMG
all in one day?
its gonna kill us.
people!! are you starting to slack now??
seriously...I AM!! :X
we have ONLY around 22 days left to choing!
no time to lose.
this is our only chance to prove and to score!
grab your chance while time is burning up FAST.

End of part 1 examinations. Part 2 coming right up!

he eating like
when we are praying LOL

instand mashed potatoes
+ wang wang XD

sleeping~
his head failing off lols..

kimchi!

dinner...
yum

sneak shot while he was sleeping

awake!

First paper SS
hias...john picking subjects eh..

-.- sleeping

reading - our A1 student LOL

lols cheese!

someone got raped..forgot who XD
i think is johnn

now boon keat kana raped

birthday girlll

cake by : shuting mengci and me!

bored..

the wind was strong..
so we didnt really did a complete
"happy birthday routine" lols

hahas.

forced her to biting the candle out
using only the mouth [muhahaha]

forced her to eat de strawberry XD
she bit it then spit it out ZZZ
nvm even chew

at swee family condo..
its FCUKING BIG!

sorry!
too black..no flash..
but can see shadowww...hock zheng
at swimming pool
and DARN...the pants he lent me was loose...
nvm..thanks anyway!

SAUNA

-.- keep shooting water at each other

im fat.

macho CSH hahaha

the couples!

SEE!!!

at was reaching 60
when i started to @_@

can see my reflection hahaha
CSH damn 'high' XD

LOLS
sneak shot when he was bathing :X
im gonna get it from him...

locked.

baby~

stressed up.

im not prepared.
not one bit.
theres no time
what do i do??

study smart
NOT hard.