Cant feel any pain no matter what....

lifes....still the same
having test almost everyweek...
guess these are only cocktails to make us
start our "engines"
not metioning all these small tests....
the prelim...is the one tat we should be worried of...
but i....i still cant get used to the timing...
not enough sleep luhs...
and all these tests....making me crazy soon - -
guess im not puting enough effort luhs...
(if you fail to plan....you plan to fail)
ill remember tat XD

freaking tired nowadays...dunno why..
even if i had enough sleep...i still feel tired...
maybe we when you find tat...
there is no meaning in life....ull feel tired..moodless..
everyday....

is this life?
studying....studying...studying...
just to get our N and O certs?
after Os...then poly? poly then U?
all these bullshits process just to get a good job
and a decent life?

starting to think about ray...
what if....in the future you cant find jobs...
you have no friends....
and ur struggling to move on....
Hahas...jiayou rays...
for your finding of new job...
and towards ur goal...

then ade....
tat girl....stupid luhs...
because of bgr become like this...
i also dun really know if i know this person
ade...in the present...
she seems to changed...
hiax....lifes like this...ups and down....
somehow...i felt tat...shes not
living as happy as she looks on her face....
blah...why am i talking so much abt her...

then...jiemin...
our relationship like stable...somehow..
but...i also dun know why...
i am ignoring you sometimes...
maybe because....i feel tat ur not urself
sometimes...when ur with me...
or maybe...ur just crapping too much :XXXXXXX
aiya....keep telling me to be myself..
u also nvr...

long day...missing her....

in the afternoon...
wnt hock zheng hock slack...
surf the net...played 12sky...
after tat....wnt over to find ray...
at NUS...
zzz just as we reached...he was about to offshift liao -.-
was hungry tat time T_T no food = ='
so we all planned fer tiong griller...
after we reached...found out tat griller not open yet -.-
just nice...hock zheng friends reached..
so we decided to meet them...at lan...
me and ray played fer like 30mins?
then we left...to makan kolo mee :D
abit siao luhs tat uncle ray...
bought 1 kolo mee + 1$ noodle
then say not enought....bought another 2$ noodle -.-
zzz while waiting fer de noddle...
one stupid cockroach crawled on me -.-
me panick then keep scratching all over = =lll
after eating...we both wnt up again...played pool
we didnt told hock zheng cox..
i feel like we can talk more without him :X:X:X:X:X:X
so....we slack...and slack...and slack..
till he and his friends came over to played too ^^
in the middle of the game...someone came ^^
pass me something tat i wished to buy long ago :D
xoxo :D
came and go luhs...so fast...=//
after she left...we played a little while more..
then we headed to clark mrt...
waited fer fatimah....she didnt came..
then we left...to central..
walking round and round....-.-
did know wad to eat luhs...
ZZZ in the end...end up eating an expensive meal -.-
waste money luhs idots....
kenneth and hock friends abit du lun...
ZZZ
after eating...wnt tiong...actually wanted to eat griller..
this time...we came abit late -.-...
and they were not selling any more...
so kenneth more du lun luhs...
zzzz after eating at kopitham...then he left..
after he left...we wnt to ade house downstairs slack again...
chit chat....[ray ade hock and me]
zzz blast music....
walked back to tiong..slack again at teh tarik cartel...
-.- i wasnt bored because i was playing with my ^^

ZZZ why is money so important...

nice ride...

zzz

hock zheng raping kenneth...

blurr...[kenneth ken lifen friend lifen ken friend
hock zheng]

lols...

...

:D
iwishedfer

Basketball marathon

lol
can ya believe it..
yesterday nite me and hock
chiong basketball at 8.30-10
and we totally forgotten about the
geo test today =/=

today...
we chiong basketball from 2+to7+
wnt to eat dinner in between...
freaking tired now..
wanna collapse and sleep forever :D

tomorrows gonna be a long day too ^^

yesterday nite...

hahas orange juice explosion

the HOCK!

arloe vera + red tea jelly

hahas someone so white today...
me so black XD

Nirgilis - Snow Kiss Lyrics

Nirgilis - Snow Kiss

Me o tojite naito gurowin
Yobiokosu ano kioku

Kogoeru kuchibiru kande
Futari kata o yoseau

Saigo ni kimi o mita hi o
Kioku no soko ni kakushita

Mizuumi no ue aruita ano wonderful view
(i’m feeling so alive)

Snow kiss
Kono mama kimi to good-bye nante
Iwanaide

Aitai
Toki ga tomaru hodo utsukushii hoshizora o
Wow wow…

Shiroku kagayaku iki ga
Yasashiku ano ko o tsutsumu

Suimen ga koori ni kawaru
Kurayami ga oorora ni naru

Yami ga tokereba ikite yukeru no? baby
Namida misezu ni hikari no hou e arukidasu
(i’m feeling so alive)

Snow kiss
Kono mama tooku hanarete mo
Nakanaide

Aitai ano hi ano toki your love
Shiroi toiki no star

Snow kiss
Kono mama kimi to good-bye nante
Iwanaide

Aitai
Kimochi to ka torenai kizuato
Kesanaide
Kesanaide…

love is just a lie~

zzz screw up fer phy test again...
-.- didnt have enough time
zzz spent too much time on de MCQ questions

EL summary test zzz
rote too much...
left out a few points

after school wnt fer de stupid rehersal
fer prize giving...i was like...wtf?
the whole piece of shitz only require 1 GOD DAMN FUCKING
MIKE
AND they put 5...FIVE people on duty...
wtf is wrong with them -.-
somemore SOME PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT ON DUTY
ALSO CAME...so fking crowded lor -.-

after leaving...
passed by basketball court...
malay hock saw heman and ming soon
playing basketball...
we also wnt to play -.-
sorta malaysia VS singapore eh?
-.- me not malaysia lor...

we both sweat like mad
under the hot sun...

took bus to tiong just fer de aircon...

reached tiong liao...
stupid hock say dun wan go nus liao..
end up...eating at kfc again...
bought meltz student meal...
taste like shit -.-
probaberly standby fer hours already...
even de tortilla also soft liao...

wnt home after tat...
tution....easy math paper...
im not trying to be YY :D

like this picture ALOT....dunno why...
by the name of ART :D

library study...

teo ah siong
dunno how to wear shirt...
wore one button higher

lalas

perfect reactions :D
done by boon keat and me

NICE Ride...

sleeping in backstage[malai hock]
while za ha ra talk during assembly

NICE RIDE!"£$!$!"$!$!"@:!"@$!$

omg..BB-bad boys :D

this cat again :D

Summary...

16/feb
woke up earli in de morning at 7am = =
but someone woke up earlier to prepare my breakfast luhs
thx dar!!! :D love ya lots
she prepare 2 sandwiches = =''
couldnt finish the other...[now gonna eat :D]
wnt school at around 8 plus...
meet up with her..as she passed me de sandwiches
wnt fer AVA -.- found out tat they had already enough people
so i quickly zhao...wnt over to find her :D
chatted...along the way back to class..
adwin came back to teach them POA...so i joined them too...
felt weird at de beginning luhs...cox..firstly..im not close to edwin..
then somemore during the time when edwin was their buddy form..
i was still in 3c...so..abit awkward luhs
after POA...MrKung wanted us to join 4E class...since we already arrived
after tat wnt over her house nearby slack...
15/feb
alamak..due to...staring at my Vday present too long...
was late fer school = =''''
did de stupid national anthem and pledge...
wnt back class...
stupid evacuation...
stupid programns...
stupid day...
me wnt home change...after tat...wnt over her house nearby...
chats....
wnt to peoples park...hahas..coincidence :D
saw iqbal...was going bukit merah...to sent some stocks..
so me wnt along :D cabb there..chats..
cabbed back....wnt find her at OG...
slack awhile...and she left...
waited for others at kfc...
after all except -.- arrive...we all zhao...
took bus to west coast...clementi wood de sakura...
ate a little and wnt to bus stop waited fer tat aunty...
after wnt back...chiong all de food lols...till i almost vomit...
me ray and ade...was planing a surprise....so after ken and the rest
boarded thier bus to vivo[as planned]
we cabbed to vivo...wnt to B2 to buy his cake[surprise] lols...
then...we keep on panick sia...
cox the candle keeps going off -.-
burnt my finger tips while trying to light the candle up...
zzz luckily we managed to surprise him ^^
after tat...we wnt to de vivo roof the place where there are many seats...
cut de cake...actually wanted to eat de...in de end...:D
ken face was still smash onto de cake...hahas had lots of funs
at ther...

14/feb aka Valentines Day!!!
school was kida boring....
morning met up with jiemin :D
we both were like exchanging ties fer each other to tie
had tution in de evening =///
after tutions..me chiong back to house downstairs :X
meet up with her.....was so suprised when she gave me
de big box...didnt really expected so much :D:D thx alot dar ^^
after tat...we wnt hawker to tabao food :D
wnt over somewhere quite to eat :D
after tat...wnt over carpark roof to chat...
=/// my surprise was gone...=//

13/feb aka 2nd months :D:D:D
had CIP tat day =//
was grouped with swee hong...
hahas thx to him...all i did was sit and watch :P
he did all the interview fer de old aunty...
the old aunty was quite kind etc luhs :D
swee hong and i was forced to eat "love letters"
and bring home de chinese oranges :X
me didnt care :P after the old aunty turn around..then i put back :X
after bringing all de old aunties from all groups to CC
hiax...slacked at CC fer 1hr doing nothing...
after we bus-ed back to school...
wnt to watch P/S I Love You at tiong...:D:D
zzz not much of a celebration huh...

12/feb
wnt hock zheng house cut hair...
short..short short liaos...
then walked home :D

11/feb
school finally started again...
forgot abt wad lessons blah blah blah already :X
only remember...ray came back on tat day
kenneth came my house...watch Shoot and LOTS
of movies...while waiting fer ray to come back from malaysia...
around 5...we wnt queensway to alter our pants..skinny lol XD
played at arcade....wnt hock house meet....
wnt ade house meet...
wnt traffic light meet LOL [waiting fer ray]
walk to de "hong kong" cafe to eat...
the food is okay okay luhs...but the price is SIAO ar...
had fried rice though...and coke float :D
after eating...wnt over ade house below and...drank* :D
played true or dare again...hahas...hock zheng and kenneth kanna
bastard by me XDXDXD

10/feb
wnt tiong to get some Vday stuff...
meet up with jiemin...and mengci..derrick
slack awhile....after tat...wnt to watch ah long pte ltd
after tat...meet up with my cousin ah longg :D
had coffee at coffee bean...
slack...chats...
after tat....wnt safra with derrick and jiemin...
before tat...wnt to his house..to pee LOL
then he walked his dog..lol...
hyper doggg = =''
wnt safra fer pool...me being noob again...
hit in de black ball like dunno how many times...
wnt to playground after tat..hahas "kids" playing swings
wnt arcade also...
had dinner at foodcourt after tat...ate ban mian for the first time
hahas no bad luhs... .. ... .......
9/feb
firstly...me wnt to jiemin house nearby slack...
silly girl...always have so much deep thoughts...
after tat...we wnt to chinatown point....slack.
ate subway....while waiting for boon keat and jeremy
next zhi xun derrick jiemin boonkeat kai jie
came over my house to "bai nian"
played 21 and de Big Two using
FHM card = = psps couldnt find my other pokers
after tat...we were like wild animals in the room
screaming and shout like nobodys business = =''


8/feb
wnt tiong to watch kungfu dunk
with jiemin and swee hong
kinda nice luhs de movie...
after movie....then..sent jiemin home..
lol had "candle light aka lamp post" dinner XD
eating cup noddles...
zzz dunno why i keep droping stuffs tat day...= =''

eve+relative house

wnt chineh town fer eve...
met up with weeleng..and jam..:D
slack at market....chats...
wnt to fetch swee hong...
wnt 5th floor...slack...
shuting came...slack..
wnt chinehtown point mac
waited fer derrick and kai jie with
jams sis and friend..
wnt ktv....O_O big.
slack..
after ktv....wnt "war" eh :D
squeezing through the crowds >< wnt over to a carpark roof to watch de firework+crackers luhs someone saddd :D wear high heels climbing stairs :X after fireworks and blah blah blah.. we headed back to 5th floor.. drink E....ZZZZ slack...slack..slack... yesterday which is first day of chinese new year.... wnt over to relative house "celebrate" eh... nothing much luhs...every year same... like jam XD u stare me i stare u... one thing i remembered is THE DOGGG damn cute... ate steamboat...AGAIN.... played 21....won 16bucks ZZZ slack...left.. one more thing...YONG TAO FU :D:D:D

omggg

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE ON EARTH!

i swear..
this is the best chinese new year eve i ever had
JIAYOUS everyones for ur Ns and Os!!
[blogging the rest somedays]

tired...

omg....i feel so fking stress now...
my bill...has reach the limit tat i myself cannot pay...
shit....im in so dead shit.
i dun think ill be going out this...and maybe next month..
sorry guys...
and u also....
man...i feel like SHIT now.
maybe i should just cut my line for this month...
argg.....
how....how....how..
what should i do....how should i do.....
i dun even have to guts to face my family now...
feel like taking up a part time job now....
but my mom wont allow...tat for sure...

ifeellikecrying..
buticantcryout..
theinsideiskillingme....
wadshouldido...
wadshouldido...
iwishicanjustbangthewallanddie!

CNY coming soon...

MT-boring....did some revision on phys...
most of them didnt came out...
like wad 4c said...chan tested on last year chapters..
PhY-Did Test...
stupid crocodile experiment at lap
catching our black socks
Recess-Play badminton with josh
POA-Teo ah siong caught me eating pokky :D
after being "guai" he erased my name on the board -.-
latest news..derrick have a crush on someone in 4C LOL..
name starts with...s******

Yesterday.

basketball with kenneth hock yong sheng and bro

sakea

wasabi opponent XD

emo.

:D sneak shott

how come her emotions all the same de

^^

phy corrections....

BTW TO 4D people
please complete the mah lai heng
homework - worksheet
+ hand in de CIP form
TOMOLO.
from arlene :D

Lips of an angel :D
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dun watch here...