tired...

omg....i feel so fking stress now...
my bill...has reach the limit tat i myself cannot pay...
shit....im in so dead shit.
i dun think ill be going out this...and maybe next month..
sorry guys...
and u also....
man...i feel like SHIT now.
maybe i should just cut my line for this month...
argg.....
how....how....how..
what should i do....how should i do.....
i dun even have to guts to face my family now...
feel like taking up a part time job now....
but my mom wont allow...tat for sure...

ifeellikecrying..
buticantcryout..
theinsideiskillingme....
wadshouldido...
wadshouldido...
iwishicanjustbangthewallanddie!