i find it hard to spell out my life.

overslept...didnt visit the dentist =/
wnt to IT fair ALONE...
the trip to there was DAMNED.
as crowded as hell.
as long as hell.
as squeezy as hell.
found apple.
zzz the prices were the same. zzz
the only promotion was that if u buy 8GB itouch..
they give ya free craps like charger all that.

after visiting expo...
took the hell long train ride to bukit batok.
swimming complex with ray and friends.
we spent 2hr "swimming" eh.
we were all like looking out for chio bu though..

anyway,me and ray went round and round de west mall.
and then we decided for swensen.
ate curry bake rice and minty sundae
and de fried mushrooms...
now my wallet empty zzzzzz

photos soon.

i was notified that i should stop work on the 5th next month
was kinda sad,but then when i think of it again
i should be happy instead.
getting back my freedom.
im even paid for the next month due to how their "system" works
but why...

anyway...tomorrow im gonna get one of my teeth out
most probably,an operations is needed.
gonna visit IT fair too
and the evening..gonna go bukit batok for swimming with
ray and friends.
long day...

lovewastoomuchformetohandle
remindsme,thatitwassuchapain

yesterday was such a madness
the starting few hours the cafe was almost empty
then when the customers started to "flow in"
it went on and on and on.
never ending queue
as usual,i panic and started doing things wrong = ='
i was stuck ed at the western side.
helping out on almost everything..
sucks.

i feel like as if i couldnt breathe these days.
stressed.
after exams also stress -.-
desires,stress me out.
&de stupid hard disk,why must you cause me so much trouble.
why is IT fair so early!!!
i needed a break from work too!
everyday work work work work.

dull.

sigh.

BEYONCE KNOWLES

"If I Were A Boy"

[Verse]
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

[Verse]
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

[Bridge]
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

[Chorus 2]
But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

saturday:moms birthday.
sunday:cousins house visit
monday:...no events

iwentovertheline

sickening megabite.
giving the staff salary so late -.-
its like when you get your pay on 15...
this pay is actually the 2nd half of the PREVIOUS month pay.

overslept these days..

alones

Pale broken wings,
you're just a little tired
from the sky which is too blue
Don't do it for anyone else
Just smile for yourself

loneliness is still creeping up,
A candle lit up inside
totally incompatible with a splendid, bustling party

The hollowness of
the absence of your words, is it ok just to bury them?
I still don't know

At least within dreams
If I can swim freely even if there isn't anywhere like that,
Even if everything until now is forgotten,
Even if I can face tomorrow...

Pale broken wings,
you're just a little tired
from the sky which is too blue
Don't do it for anyone else
Just smile for yourself

The peacefulness of inferiority
won't come true so simply
Settling above your self consciousness
A petal reflected by a mirror

Straining my lungs,
tryin' to call dirtied love,
however, it's so frustrating

As times are passing
My wounds are cursed
My scabs are changed
You haven't got that
So beautiful
Yet so short lived

After the scabs fall off
Just like the newer, shorter hair near the scar
My prayer are shaking in the bright light
I won't forcibly
try to love you...

Sometimes, in this world
When we try to walk ahead,
it's a little too bright, isn't it?
It's like we're sinking
When we feel like giving up,
the dry land sucks up our tears

Why do we feel so alone anytime?
Why do we feel so alone anytime?
We don't have to take it all, you know
Why do we feel so alone anytime?
Simple refrain isn't courage……..

bad day.

"All Over You"

Yeah he's a looker,
but I really think it's guts that matter most.
I displayed them for you,
strewn out about from coast to coast.

I am easily make believe,
just dress me up in what you want me to be.
I'll take back what I've been saying for quite some time now.

I gotta feel you in my bones again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
I wanna taste you one more time again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.

In my daydreams, in my sleep,
infatuation turning into disease.
You could cure me, see all you have to do now
is please try.
Give it your best shot and try.
All I'm asking for is love,
but you never seem to have enough.

I gotta feel you in my bones again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
I wanna taste you one more time again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
This life is way too short
to get caught up in all this stuff
when I just want you to love me back,
why can't you just love me back?

Why can't you just love me back?
(why can't you, why can't you)
Why can't you just love me back?
(why can't you, why can't you)
Why can't you just love me back?
(why can't you, why can't you just love)

I gotta feel you in my bones again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
I wanna taste you one more time again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
This life is way too short
to get caught up and all mixed up
when I just want you to love me back,
why can't you just love me back?

Why won't you just love me back?

Why can't you just love me back?

Examination offically OVER!! :D

Had dinner at coffee shop again.
this time more people :D

first dish was rojak - -

soup...

hahahas bought ribena.
though everyone was saying..
"aiyo...mature boy drinking ribena.. ... .... .... ..... .... ..

hokkien meee

saturday.
had mega mac spicy.
it was as spicy as ever -.-

new mac furry.
forgot what was it.

last night.
tonnnn at mx house.
it was as bored as hell.
too bad. "conversation unable to develop" XD
was restricted from PS2 TOO !@%@!#@!$@!WT F F F
walked alot though.
screamed alot too.
the people was a pain in the Arse.
anyway...me and hock wnt to great world for supper.
pepper lunchhhhh

hahahas he like kangtang

it was a beautiful view..
too bad.lousy phone cam.

at least some people had fun.

1. What have you been doing recently?
working.
2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
when i get frustrated with rapid calls from "#1 irritating" contact
3. What happened at 10am today?
i probably fell asleep by that time
4. When did you last cry?
eh just? i got too tired.
5. Believe in fate/destiny?
sometimes.
6. What do you want in your life now?
enjoy life more :]
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
i hate complicated relationships.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
jacket? from my sis
13. What was the last movie you caught?
High School Musical 3.
14. Does the person know that you like him/her?
no way :]
15. Who always makes you laugh?
Jeff Dunham and IGUDESMAN&JOO
16. Do you speak languages other than english?
malay...tamil...hokkien...chinese XD just jking
17. Favourite website(s)?
isohunt.com :D
19. What are you doing tomorrow?
working.
20. What do you think you are like?
im like...a...idk.
21. Who will you choose to die with?
my ass.
22. Where have you been today?
ming xian house..bus stops...my house...my bed...my pc
23.What game do you play often?
counter strike.
24. Who are you missing right now?
MY EXTERNAL HARD DISK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
25. If you had to chose between a friend and a love, who will you chose?
non of them.
26. What are you doing right now?
can i cancel out this questions?
it seems to be wasting time and space.
27. Which primary school are you from?
Gan End Send Primary School.
28.Name 3 colours that you like.
Black Red White
29. What emotion do you like to show?
pissed off one.
30. What is your life to you?
meaningless.you study u work u rot u die
31. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
bang the wall :D eh...blast music,sleep.
32. Who did you last chat with on msn today?
eh...These fellow called..
GOOD LUCK
Hock Zheng
33. Who do you admire most?
one of my cousin.
34. Which month were you born in?
june.
35. How are you feeling right now?
pain.
36. What is the time now?
0421pm
37. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
stupid guy.
38. What colour did you use to dye hair?
i wanted white but i somehow gotten gold -.-
39. Why are you doing this test?
free time.
40. What do you do when you’re moody?
lets cancel this too.
41. At which age you wish to get married?
marriage is a pain in d ass.
42. Who is more important to you?
family-friends-my pc
43. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
tell no one and die alone :D
44. Who is the person you trust the most?
my sis.
45. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
rarely.
46. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
i wanna be rich :]
47. What is your goal for this year?
Itouch =]
48. Do you believe in eternity love?
nope. human feelings changes with time.
if you are compromise.
and if love is compromise.
49. What feeling do you love most?
when im high with rock songs.
50. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
duhhhh?
51. What feeling do you hate the most?
frustrated.
52. You like doing quizes?
if i have the time,i would.
53. Do you believe in God?
often.
54. Who cares for you most?
my mom.
55. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my phone.
56. What will you bring when you fight?
penknife.
57. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
i regretted that i didnt study hard enough for exams ;]
58. What would you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
i will care for myself lor XD
59. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
ill kick their asses XD
60. How do you feel now?
pain.in the stomach -.-

RANDOM LYRICS.

We were both young, when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts-
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air.
I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd-
You say hello, little did I know...
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles-
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet"-
And I was crying on the staircase-
begging you please don't go...
And I said...
Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew-
So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Oh.
Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet" -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, please don't go-
And I said...
Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes-
Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
Oh, Oh.
I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said...
Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...
Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad -- go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say... yes.
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.
We were both young when I first saw you.

she really looks like tifa :D

love is fucked up :]

there's no such thing as we belong together
there's also no such thing as we are made for each other
love can only be nurtured by one another

happy days

crushed.

i remember famous amos only..
maybe this one is famous too :D

:D

teeth very white lah XD

LOOK!! its HONG LEONG GARDEN SHOPPING....
around east coast estates
got hong leong mart too :D

8bucks only!!! :D
a set meal cost 12bucks lah

pizza master :D

leaking fridge -.-

tonning at cousins housr :]

i just couldnt stop laughing after seeing this.

animal ive become

took me quite awhile to find this shit..
the video.
emblem was disabled everywhere in youtube.

"Animal I Have Become"

I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)

I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times i've lied
(So many times i've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell

(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal)

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal I have become)

gotta go my on way.

resigned today :]
just joking xD
told "boss" that im gonna work till 15dec
sick of working -.-
anyway...i needa go exercise more...
getting fatter and fatter -.-
i needed back my life too..
lan...shopping...arcade...basketball...movies...online games!!!
aRRRG i wan them back!!!

tomorrow :D saturday again
gonna be a long day =]

ihatedthattheyhavechangedmeintothis

theme songs for samurai 7

understanding one another
and sharing with each other
is such a rare and precious thing
slipping into the sands of time
i said i couldnt hold on
that was my excuse,until i met you
how much pain
have you carried alone
how much sadness
have you hidden behind those smiling eyes

now,let's embrace the miracle of our meeting
staring into each other's eyes,we'll become stronger
if this isnt what they call love
what then can be called love

somehow...EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT
you people just push EVERYTHING TO ME
i aint borned to be bullied by YOU PEOPLE alright
you know what...SCREW YOU
i dont give a DAMN for you people

that day.

picture of a couple ending off a fight

raynold...now i really dont know who you are...
how could you have changed so much...=/

working is such a pain.
yep.another scar.caused by the freaking oven -.-
it was as busy as hell today.
ended working aching everywhere
getting OLD.

found someone to chat with in the night lolols
exotic kid xD

Lyrics:
Poison Kiss - The Last Goodnight

Your eyes don't lie
They give you away
You say, you say
Everything is different today
Your footsteps fall, all over the place
You're up, you're down
A butterfly caught in the cage

[Pre-chorus]
I don't know why I needed you more
I don't know how, you got through the door
I don't know where you were
But back and forth, back and forth

[Chorus]
This is the last goodbye I'm ever gonna say
This is the last goodnight I'm ever gonna waste
This kiss is poisonous
If you can't control the way, it enters your soul

One love, one life, one love is better than you tonight

Sunday driver, you never get far
You call, you call, everyone is juggling hearts
You think that you never make a mistake
You say, you say, everyone else is to blame

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

The devil inside I see your eyes changing,
Green to white
There is nowhere to hide, inside I feel the same,
I feel the same way too

Your eyes don't lie
They give you away
You say, you say
Everything is different today

[Chorus]

This is the last goodbye I'm ever gonna say
This is the last goodnight I'm ever gonna waste
This kiss is poisonous
(one love)
If you can, control the way, it enters your soul
(one love)

One love, one life
(enters your soul)
One love is better than you tonight
(enters your soul)
One love, one life
(enters your soul)
One love is better than you tonight
(enters your soul)

spent almost all my saving =[

finally bought an external hard disk!
16oGB for 85 bucks!!!
share the amount with sis.
bought my earphone too :D
now i've got everything i need except for my iTouch...
IT fair...need wait soo long..[around end of december]
the earliest time i can earn enough money is during the late november..
hmmm should i wait for the IT fair???...soo longgg =[
tomorrow is work again =[[

ate at suntec shaw house ....hahahas 15.90 bucks de set dinner

cabonara...correct spelling right?? = =
anyway...is taste GREAT!!! the sauce was really thick...
cheeeeeeeeeeeese powderrrr

the base was something like apple pie...
not bad lah

thx to cousin!!! free dinner :PPP

we sneaked in the warehouse xD
he said he had something to do...opening the sever or something.

i wanna drive that!!! lols
there was a "door dog" too!

continued watching bleach inside the office :X :X

random craps.

high school musical 3

wouldnt it be great if that kind of team spirit actually exist in our school?
yea..dream on.

the purpose of watching a movie is missing.

this world is a burden.
this life is a burden.
friends are burdens.
families are burdens.

day "we" went to chinese medical clinic
and visited my cousin

he has a parrot at home!@$!@$!

Wii
pretty lame though...

free jellys!

Today

the sky was beautiful...so i decided to take it down.
but sadly...my phone cant really show the contrast of it...

Free porridge!!
made by our staff..tasted really good :D

supper at nearby coffee shop...
ate quite alot...gonna get fatter...Joo...zz he shy.

food and drinks,
they all were treats by the aunty! :DD

tomorrow going gym..:D