"Like A Knife"

I dream a lot, I know you say
I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking"
Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you,
But promise that you'll stay.
Cause if I watch you go,
You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasting away

Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.

Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.

But what do I know, if you're leaving
All you did was stop the bleeding.
But these scars will stay forever,
These scars will stay forever
And these words they have no meaning
If we cannot find the feeling
That we held on to together
Try your hardest to remember

Stay with me,
Or watch me bleed,
I need you just to breathe.

Cause today, you walked out of my life
(Stay with me, or watch me bleed)
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
(I need you just to breathe.)
I'm not living this life

down with fking flu and sore throat first
now flu and cough -.-
was crawling like a zombie around the school today.

anyway..dun think ill update my blog often already
have to study and ZZZZ
wont be online too
gtg byee





there were just too many secrets between us.

i found a heart!!

i dunno why their eyes closed

he looks like....

holiday homeworks @ @

looks more like golf than badminton

moi cheng nia...

crystal ballss

new shoe :DD

air pollution!!

dunno whose hand is tat..

fireworks..

card games!
translate to chinese please

l4d - hunter! - hock zheng

more like a death reaper

wnt to swee hong house to ton
had vodka and seaweed thanks to swee hong!
watched the orphanage
nice story :D

imagine a cat sleeping next to a dog...
impossible right??

celebrated chinese new year at uncles house today.
dad ruined our mood -.-

icouldntfindthepersontotalkto

agree with sis
school is such a bitch.

Shhh… quiet you might piss somebody off
Like me motherfucker you've been at it for too long

a little piece of heaven

original video


some fans did this
i like the heater part XD
it can be funny or lame

completed live in LBC
their performance were great
the graphic on my itouch was great too!

been screwing up english diagnostic test
damn damn damn!

feeling desperate seeing people getting back their results

Saw an annoying scene at the basketball court today.
You wouldn't be able to imagine what kids can do these days.
By throwing a broken bicycle paddle at another kid,crazy isn't it?
That kid was bleeding profusely on the head while the one responsible for it tries to defend himself by giving excuses like "I wasn't targeting him,I was aiming somewhere else."
He even had the mood to ride his bike around.
I know what you people would say...like he's just a kid afterall..
But..WTF lah
Worst of all the damn ambulance came only at half an hour later.

when i was a kid
i was really addicted to this song julia
and W-H-Y
dont really know the lyrics lah XD
just love the sound of de volin.

Had lunch @Griller today
with ray
ate hoston pizza and a waffle ice cream
it was really filling
went gv to catch Yes Man
it was really cool and funny XD
after the movie...i wnt over to cousin house
played left4dead again.
spawned 20 tanks outside the safe house hahahahaha
went home at a pretty late time.
feels really depressed suddenly..on the way home.
the journey back home was just too darn long.

good lucks for your coming SIA!

tries to forget the past which i hated so much

okay...now i regret buying my itouch 2G

dad brought heineken few days ago
had half :D

1. Do you have any secrets?
yea..

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
maybe...

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
yes

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
buy my own flat

5. Which is more blessed, being loved or loving someone?
it is always "being loved" as the answer

6. List out ten favourite songs.
Without you - hinder
walk - avenged sevenfold
before i forget - slipknot
where is your heart - kelly clarkson
shut up - black eye peas
criminal - disturbed
you better pray - RJA
face down - RJA
i dont care - FOB
crushcrushcrush - paramore

7. If the person you admired is attached, what will you do?
just be friends with her

8. Is there anything that makes you extremely happy?
seldom..

9. What makes you angry?
when someone pulls a joke on me repeatedly

10. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
workerholic?

11. Who is currently the most important person to you?
family and friends

12. What is the most important thing in life?
cash

13. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single

14. What is your favourite colour?
black

15. If you were to fall in love, which 2 people will you pick?
you...and you XD [copy]

16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible the things a person has done to you?
i always do...

17. What do you want to tell the person you like?
relax man.

18. What kind of person would you fall in love with?
exotic?

19. List 5 people to pass this on to.
ray adeline hock zheng boon keat john
i dun think any of them would -.-

just like two worlds apart.

still trying to adapt to all the new teachers
i seriously think that my POA cmi with vivian saw teaching us
hias,no choice.
guess there will be alot of self study this year.

Kelly Clarkson/Where Is Your Heart

I don't believe
In the smile that you with
When you walk away
And say goodbye
Well I don't expect
The world to move underneath me
But for God's sake
Could you try?
I know that you're true to me
You're always there
You say you care
I know that you want to be mine

Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
That's all I'm asking for
Oh, where is your heart?

I don't understand
Your love is so cold
It's always me who's reaching out
For your hand
And I've always dreamed
That love would be effortless
Like a petal fallin' to the ground
A dreamer followin' his dream

Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
And that's all I'm asking for
Oh, where is your heart?

It seems so much is left unsaid
So much is left unsaid
But you can say anything
Oh, anytime you need
Baby, it's just you and me
Oh you and me

I know that you're true to me
You're always there
You say you care
I know that you want to be mine

Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
That's all I'm asking for
Oh yeah

Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
And that's all I'm asking for
Where is your heart?
Where is your heart?
Where is your heart?
Where is your heart?

sucky noodles
hock zhengs recommendation -.-

ben tan

glumy

09!

people pronounce it as kangkong
THEY"RE WRONG!!!

sleeping at the gym -.-

went through hell at chinatown streets yesterday

with boon keat kai jie and jiemin

cant accept
cant deny
ill just wait in a corner

...alright?

First day of school
pretty lousy
all the lectures and all that
my eyes were going @_@

monday,the start of hell.

the first cut is the deepest

I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I had
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it come to being lucky he's cursed
When it come to loving me he's the worst
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure going to give you a try
And if you want I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it come to being lucky he's cursed
When it come to loving me he's the worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
But I'm sure gonna give you a try
'cause if you want I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
When it come to being lucky he's cursed
When it come to loving me he's the worst...

Ended 08 with such unhappiness
Oh well,let us all put it behind

On the last day of 08
I went out with the duckies and some basketball known friends
We had steamboat and lots of crappy chats
After the steamboat,kai jie and I decided to join the countdown
With Jm and friends
Sadly we didn't make it
The way to the esplanade was just too difficult due to the sickening police restricting many places
So we both had to settle down somewhere and countdown ourselves
The crowds around us were very high and excited
They were screaming till every last minutes and seconds
The fireworks were amazing too!

After the fireworks,we planned to meet somewhere
And then decided to go settlers cafe to have some fun
Someone couldn't get more excited than us luh xD
Played afew card games along with afew bottle of beers
And ended our night with the game,jumbo...or jambo
Something like that

Swee hong and Kai jie stayed overnight at Jm house
While shuting and I had to go home
Yeah,I remember we took quite sometime to get a cab