Reflecting on the past
I've realised what a fool I've been
Doing stupid stuffs
Heh..
When I thought about it,
I started laughing at myself

I guess people like me needs
To know what's wrong in order to change

wnt to visit doc again today
because the eye started swelling even more
changed a new eye drop
to prevent swelling..blah blah

Without You

I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper

Cause something’s changed
You’ve been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought I'd say
I’m fine
Without you

Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought I'd say
I’m fine
Without you

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken it's toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine,
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
I just wanna be alone tonight,
I just wanna take a little breather.

oh crap
my right eye kana infection
its been red for 3 days already
polyclinic was closed at 1230 and i went at 2
had nothing better to do so i visited megabite
ate cabonara again
ray was trying to stuff me to death by cooking a really big plate
left after chatting drinking peach tea and a lil chat with colleagues
reached home and i collapsed on bed
tired
had a short nap till evening
then i went tiong to visit doc
doc says its shows symptoms of infections..blah blah
collect my eye drop and antibiotic
wnt griller,waited for uncle ray to come
ate fried rice,chatted,home.

Yesterday

gangster xD

messing around with kai jie hat

view from mount faber

eating the sun

the 2 couples made this photo more romantic

Why bother being depressed
It's tiring..
Why puting on a fake smile?
It's tiring too..

Words,so hard to express
Feelings,so hard to show

Too long and too late
We've both given up

The search of happiness continues

caught ya!!!

BK's bbq
only hock zheng and swee hong wnt swiming

Results day!

thanks to swee hong for the escape tickets

still playing basketball after the lights were off

BBQ organised by me

Christmas party

rays bro..
blurrr

stockings

big boss

"small boss" XD
the one in black

table soccer

hahahas
singing love song

chanting

ice cream log cake!
at cousin house

Christmas Party With MegaBites

Party at Sun Bistro yesterday.
it was really wild and...BORING.
at the start of the party we were being placed
on tables named:Super man Batman Flash Aquaman
Spider Man.
Funny thing is when people start pronouncing Aquaman...
We had to sit in random manner
meaning...we are to mix with other outlet staff as well!
i was on Flash together with alex , cashier aunty and Rays brother.
i was Stunned when they told me about rays brother.
didnt know that he was working in megabite too.
They two look TOTTALLY DIFFERENT lah.
and his bro was...veri "beng"[gangster] :X

we started out with the games...
passing round a teddy bear...= =
until the music stops,the one holding it would have a forfeit
most of the forfeit was about dancing = =
alex had one,dancing around the resturant with STOCKING on his head.
i kana once too = ='
had to sing merry christmas like x10 + dancing around.
i was just standing there though...
aiya heck care.
up next was buffet!
me and ray got really bored by their *entertainment*
so we sneak upstairs.
we found a table soccer game outside the toilet.
that helped us to kill time.
hahahaha it was really fun and we even got on high after playing.
our hands were red like apple too.

after QUITE some time...
they were still singing their crap songs downstairs lah.
went back to sit awhile...then we wnt back to the table soccer again XD

finally,it was the boss speech.
he went blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.
till ray got angry with part of his speech,and went home without me
lastly...the WORST thing of all.
exchanging present.
i bought a cup at precious thoughts and i got back a purse. -.-
like WTF??
people,NEVER EVER BUY SOMETHING WHICH IS NON-UNISEX
FOR A CHRISTMAS PARTY.

photos soon.

understood.

Yesterday's BBQ was ROCKING!
thought the pit was as FAR as the journey to HELL,
we had fun there lah.
On the way back to tiong by 16..it was like 1hour
but we chatted like as if it was only 10 mins. xD

Photos Soon.

gonna have dinner at megabite today!
christmas event :D

results

English 3
Combined Humanites 5
Math 2
Principle Of Accounts 2
Combined Science 2

and...when its changed to O level grades...

English 6
Combined Humanities 8
Math 5
Principle Of Accounts 5
Combined Science 5
Total:29 which means...i am going to hell.

and..LOOK they EVEN predicted to worst scenario

English 7
Combined Humanities 9
Math 6
Principle Of Accounts 6
Combined Science 6
Total:34

But still...im gonna give it a try.
im going to sec 5.
onward gessian!

BBQ at east coast yesterday.
it was...fun.
yeah...throwing each other down the sea

Dear TAN SWEE HONG:
I don't really know how to tell you this, but i dislike you. I think I realized it When you put cuffs on me at the mental hospital and I saw you ignore my best friend. I'm sure you're high enough to understand how boring you are. I'm returning the picture from LA to you, but I'll keep your collections of butterflies as a memory. You should also know that I will tell the authorities about cocaine abuse.
Fuck off now,
MrHell

1.What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Crave your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

Tag:adeline ray boon keat hock zheng

Here's the format for your convenience

Dear -person who tagged you-:
I don't really know how to tell you this, but 1. I think I realized it 2 3 and I saw you 4 5. I'm sure you're 6 enough to understand 7. I'm returning 8 to you, but I'll keep 9 as a memory. You should also know that I 10 11.
12,
-your name-

1. The person who tag/pass you : Aunty Adeline

2. Your relationship with him/her :primary school friend

3. Your five impression of him/her : busy,fierce,scary,crazy and smart.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you : i dont know...maybe...last last year's birthday cake?

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you :dun remember...

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will : have nightmares.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be :stop torturing men.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will : kill her.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy,the reason will be : playing too much online games.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is : hmm...stay away?

11. Your overall impression of him/her is :quiet.

12. How you think people around you will feel about you? : emo?

13. The characters you love about yourself are : i am carefree!

14. On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are :anti social?

15. The most ideal person you want be is : hellboy?

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them :Good lucks on thursday.

Sabo this quiz to 10 persons ^^
1]boon keat
2]swee hong
3]hock zheng
4]raynold
5]jiemin
6]shuting
7]john
8]hwee xin
9]hwee ling
10]ming xian

1. Is no.6 in a relationship? god knows.

2.Is no.9 a male/female? female

3. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? i will be like...oh my gosh.

4. What is no.2 studying about? scouts?

5. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? few days ago

6. What kind of music does no.8 like? love songs?

7. Does no.1 have any siblings? 1 brother

8. Will you woo no.3? he's attached

9. How about no.7? wrong sex.

10. Is no.4 single? doubt so.

11. What is the surname of no.5? wang?

12.What's the hobby of no.10? god knows.

13. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? maybe?

14. Where is no.2 studying at? gess

15. Talk something casually about no.1. gong chee bye

16. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6? omg.

17. Where does no.9 live at? singapore

18. What colours does no.4 like? grey?

19. Are no.5 and 1 best friends? yeah.

20. Does no.1 have any pets? a rabbit? now its gone.

21. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? yeah!

22. What is no.6 doing now?god knows.

23. Do you like no. 8? NO.

Yesterday was kai jie's birthday.
HAPPY 16!
wnt ps for the movie "The day the earth stood still"
didnt really understand the movie..
lots of profound.

Finally!

sleeping.

new christmas tree!

i find myself relying on everyone around me.

the hole is that deep.
aw.

found photos @ the gess portalAVA!
i was hiding XD

i laugh straight when i saw giam.