Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Cant feel any pain no matter what....

lifes....still the same
having test almost everyweek...
guess these are only cocktails to make us
start our "engines"
not metioning all these small tests....
the prelim...is the one tat we should be worried of...
but i....i still cant get used to the timing...
not enough sleep luhs...
and all these tests....making me crazy soon - -
guess im not puting enough effort luhs...
(if you fail to plan....you plan to fail)
ill remember tat XD

freaking tired nowadays...dunno why..
even if i had enough sleep...i still feel tired...
maybe we when you find tat...
there is no meaning in life....ull feel tired..moodless..
everyday....

is this life?
studying....studying...studying...
just to get our N and O certs?
after Os...then poly? poly then U?
all these bullshits process just to get a good job
and a decent life?

starting to think about ray...
what if....in the future you cant find jobs...
you have no friends....
and ur struggling to move on....
Hahas...jiayou rays...
for your finding of new job...
and towards ur goal...

then ade....
tat girl....stupid luhs...
because of bgr become like this...
i also dun really know if i know this person
ade...in the present...
she seems to changed...
hiax....lifes like this...ups and down....
somehow...i felt tat...shes not
living as happy as she looks on her face....
blah...why am i talking so much abt her...

then...jiemin...
our relationship like stable...somehow..
but...i also dun know why...
i am ignoring you sometimes...
maybe because....i feel tat ur not urself
sometimes...when ur with me...
or maybe...ur just crapping too much :XXXXXXX
aiya....keep telling me to be myself..
u also nvr...




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