Thinking.....

zzz had a quarrel with dad just now...
found out tat...i learned not to breakdown and cry anymore...
he say...i didnt help out with the chores...
i was kinda...engross with the story....Love,Me
so i didnt...really bother about him....
somehow he got feud up...scream from next
door tell me to off the PC immediately...
then i sorta got pissed off by him..cox i told him...
i was gonna off the PC already after reading the story...
i just...slam the keyboard in...then wnt into my room....
somehow...dunno why..i wnt to iron my uniforms....
then he sorta...wnt over to nag my mom again...
he said...
see lar....nvr teach ur son properly...
nag...nag...nag...
why keep those stuff...when they are like so "old" already....
then he stop.....awhile....after tat...continue again...
saying....why dun wanna call ur son to do work...
i mean...hes willing to do...but u nvr ask...he'll nvr do....
then keep nagging again...

then i found out tat....
wad he say was quite true...
it was all my fought at the starting...
i had no rite to....even be angry at all...
i guess...from the start...all these problems...
all are started from me...
it was because...i was selfish all along...

but somehow...
i STILL dun understand...
how come....when their thinking are TOTALLY
DIFFERENT...and yet...they got married =.=
i dont know about their past...cox they have nvr mention
them to me before....
i felt tat....i totally dont know them at all.....

tired tired tired tired tired now =.=
later gonna have dinner with ray....
can find him to chat :D