my bad...for making everyones mood down...
including derrick...SORRY....and yesterday....
firstly a big sorry to derrick because of posting his
unglam photo...and for the stupid things ive said..
hope we still can be friends alrite? sry.
and yesterday...because of my...bringing everyones mood down
sooorrry. was just keeeping my fustration inside me...
and i didnt voice out to ya all...my bad.
idk why but....
i suddenly realised...tat so many things happends to people around me
after i've join 3D...i guess...in the first place i shouldnt have made the choice
to escape myself from the through train class...or true train...wadever..
i should have worked harder....
after going over to 3D....i guess...my emotions affected many people..
i guess im really disppointed in myself....
and i guess...sometimes when i talk...i nelgected peoples feelings too
im sorry...
and again....i big sorry to ya...derrick...
i know things cant be the same again...
if ya dun really wanna forgive me...its okay too...
becox i know...onces things around you are gone...
you cant get them back... other than regrets
things arent the same anymore...
when i meet you outside...i cant even say a halo to ya...
in school...i know theres a sorta "disturbing" each other
its like...everytime there will be a something to disturb each other....
but then...everythings is not the same already...
since i started the flare...hiax...
nvm...just wanna apologise in this post...
"Scars"
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is
[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
[Chorus]
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
[Chorus x2]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is
[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
[Chorus]
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
[Chorus x2]
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