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just wanted to chat with somebody
tell all my feelings to....
i dun know why...all this these
are happening to me...
i dun even know if i should blame
myself..for all this happenings
im so sick of my parents....
they are so irritating....
they just wont leave me alone...
n my fking dad only know how
to smoke all day...thinking like
as if we like to smell it...
he always think tat his so big..
like as in everyone should
follow his orders...
of course others will say tat
its because they care for as
all the shits....i dun care...
working....althought im working
just for fun now...colleges are
just fkers...all the aunty knows
is to gossip...thier mouth are
filty...disgusting....
always...when problems comes...
they always push the ford to others
all the managers are hopeless
all they know is as long as
thier workers come to work
they get thier pay n tats it...
they dun care about our feelings
they think we like it when they last
min tell us to come work out of a sudden
i give u double pay...all the bullshits n craps
my too close friends....both just dun know
when to be serious...happy go lucky?
i dun think theres such things...
all they care about is themselves

for now i just wish i can be alone
reflecting.....no one to irritate me..
i wish i can just forget her....
maybe i should quit my job n concentrate
on my studies...just hope the heartach
will stop....
to all my veri close friends :D
dun have to worry about me...la
its not like ill do anything stupid
or wad....take care all of u