Ah...crap....too much things happening yesterday
thx to both of them....my closest friend i guess...
waste time spending the night with me
didnt relly told them wad happened....didnt wanted to
whenever im feeling low....i dun relly like to share with
others about wad happened to me...maybe is because
pai sei huh....Actually wad relly happened was just
tat i got scoulding from my parents....thier harsh words
drive me insane...my dad...kept screaming at me....
saying im not helping my mom with the housework
....i played too much com....n craps...they both kept
saying tat im addicted to the com...so i shouldnt even touch
them again....actually i was just bored tat day....
spent time by watching movies.....wasnt relly playing la...
then after tat say i nvr studi....i got lor....just tat they
always nvr see....cause i study at night....my sis
always uses com at night so the only time i could use the
computer is in the afternoon......those of course is because
they cared about me....n i know tat....its just when the harsh
words came in....i just couldnt take it....so i slammed the door
ran away from tat matherfuking house...n cried.....by myself....
its always been like tat...when i was small every time
they bad mood then c me playing games...then whack me
scold me......i just cry n cry...till i felled asleep....the
next day forget about everything...now...cannot anymore...
just can take it....maybe im still running away.......
sometimes i wish tat i wasnt born in this family....
i wish i could just leave them....n just die somewhere
else without anyone notice....
the days been scary....fearfull....wad can i do?
the answer is nothing.....
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